Getting started on one’s dreams

After 40 something years, I’m now aware of my own negative thoughts that have kept me from not succeeding. I’m a singer, writer, producer, mother, wife, student, minister, and all of these gifts I’m not doing anything with any one of them. I have desires to start a Law of Attraction Training Center along with a Spirit Center, based on prayer and faith and emotional healing and living your dreams. But I have not accomplished that yet.  What must I do, to get started?

Seeing colors in meditation

I have been meditating for about 6 months, and I use your cd that moves one through the chakras.  I usually meditate in the dark in front of a mirror, because the first time I meditated, I happened to glance in a mirror, and I saw wondrous colors.  The colors, mostly red but also dark blue, orange and yellow, appear as bright points or watery shapes or patches, and they appear randomly around my face and upper body.  I cannot find any comments on seeing colors in this way in any reading I have found.  Can you place this experience in some kind of perspective for me?  Thank you so much.

Recapturing the feeling of unity

I am not sure whether this is a general question or a medical one.  Several months ago I was outside in my beautiful backyard just standing around enjoying the plants and watching the birds; doing nothing out of the ordinary. In that moment, I experienced what I can only describe as pure joy.  It really has no name to me because I have never experienced these sensations before.  The air was clearer; the light was different and I felt intensely happy and hopeful.  It struck and then it went away.  I have thought about it often since and want to be able to repeat the experience but I do not know how.  Do you know what it was?  Can you help?  I look forward to hearing from you.

Regaining Trust

I have been in an emotional roller coaster since last year. I found out my husband’s unfaithfulness and lies. I decided not to leave the relationship just because of this but I have tried to forgive everything he did to me. Everyday I ask Jesus to help me live my life and forget all the pain he caused me. I really want to stay in this marriage and trust him but I am torn apart. I have no peace of mind, no happiness whatsoever. I asked myself if I leave him will he find happiness and will I too? I see that he is meeting me halfway during this effort of reconciliation. How do I give fully trust this man? Whenever I leave for work, my toxic thoughts of him possibly sneaking around again poisons my mind. I want to stop and love myself. Help me Dr. Chopra. God bless.

Soul Mates

I have read a quote from you stating that people come into our lives for a reason and for our own evolution.  I totally believe this to be true. I have been married for 12 years and recently met someone else that I fell in love with.  I did not have an affair with this person because I felt it was important to see what feelings I had in my current relationship especially since I have two small children.  I have been trying to discern if the purpose of the other person coming into my life is for me to reconnect with my spouse or to be with this other person later.

I am grieving the loss of the relationship with the other person since I ended our friendship/relationship.  I have shared with a couple of friends and a clergy member about this other relationship and they all seem to want to dispel my belief that soul mates exist.  I am feeling the pain of the loss of the relationship but I feel I am also grieving the loss of my belief that soul mates exist.
My question is do soul mates exist and how can I discern the purpose of this person coming into my life?