Jealous of Handsome Men

Hi Deepak, you have inspired me so much…thank you. My question is this.. I’m 24/female and have known that I’m attracted to women ever since I could remember. I feel very challenged and envious when I’m around men especially men that are good looking. I don’t understand it and i don’t like feeling this way. Why do I feel this way and what can I do to no longer feel this way anymore?