Restlessness and Self-Criticism

Hi Deepak… my question is about restlessness… about balance… about flowing… about being exhilarated one moment and down the next… i know i know… meditation is the answer… but that also ends up becoming a source of discomfort sometimes… like… “if only i meditated more…”… and about my dreams… working towards them ultimately makes me feel like i’m not going with the flow and letting go like i’m stuck and not fulfilling my potential… that i could be doing “so much better”… the restlessness again… torn between acceptance and endless possibility… thank you Deepak… your words are always soothing… 🙂