Jealous of Handsome Men

Hi Deepak, you have inspired me so much…thank you. My question is this.. I’m 24/female and have known that I’m attracted to women ever since I could remember. I feel very challenged and envious when I’m around men especially men that are good looking. I don’t understand it and i don’t like feeling this way. Why do I feel this way and what can I do to no longer feel this way anymore?

Maintaining the Knower Within

I just finished Davidji’s 21 day meditation challenge. My biggest take-away from that is a desire to intentionally connect to the Knower. While I get brief “glimpses” of being with the Knower within – it seems challenging to maintain that quality of awareness and you can’t “hold on to it” — those are my sensations and experiences.

I would like to deepen in my awareness of the Knower both in meditation and out.

Do you have a particular techniques or meditation that specifically guides the meditator to this place more seamlessly – and strengthen access to this place?

Attention in the Present

I have read your book, The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success and most of the Laws seem quite straightforward to me, except the law of intention and desire. I do not understand how to apply it. Especially when it comes to putting your attention in the present moment. I try to do that but my mind slips away in mere minutes. Also, when that happens, I try harder to keep my mind in the present moment but in the end it becomes a struggle and I end up tired. What exactly is having present moment awareness and how to achieve it? Are there any practices that can help me achieve it? Please advice. Thank you very much!